The Next Chapter
Philippians 4:6-7 In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known
11 months sober! Wow time surely flies! Last year this week my world came crashing down! I was losing my job, because of my drinking. Difficult pill to swallow even with a spoon full of sugar!!
Since then I was forced to examine my life.... How did I get to this point. Right before this I felt like I had arrived, I was finally earning a very respectable salary and I was going to make something of myself! I have since realized I stopped giving my life up to God, I stopped asking for guidance......
God's timing is everything... Using my confidence in myself as a learning tool to teach me to never stop praying and giving everything to Him..... I was in a desperate place, I knew I could do nothing without giving it all up. Letting the job go, moving, preparing myself for some life changing 12 baby steps!
Every day more baby steps, now working, finishing school, figuring out how to manage schedules, groceries, laundry, keeping up the house.... None of it is possible without God
Everyone in my life is either part of my process or will be continually be on my path.... That is up to Him. Some are just seasons others help me weather the storms and are still there to stand as we feel the warmth of the sun on our faces after the storm.... Thank you all of your part!
Love & Outcome - He is with us
Remember when your hope is lost and faith is shaken
Remember when you wonder if you're gonna make it
There's a hand stretched out through your deepest doubt
We can't pretend to see the ending or what's coming up ahead
To know the story of tomorrow
But we can stay close to the One who knows
We can trust our God
He knows what He's doing
Though it might hurt now
We won't be ruined
It might seem there's an ocean in between
But He's holding on to you and me
And He's never gonna leave, no
He is with us, He is with us
Always, always
He is with us, He is with us
Always
We believe there is purpose, there is meaning in everything
We surrender to His leading
He wants nothing more than to have us close
We can trust our God
He knows what He's doing
Though it might hurt now
We won't be ruined
It might seem there's an ocean in between
But He's holding on to you and me
And He's never gonna leave, no
He is with us, He is with us
Always, always
He is with us, He is with us
Always
Our faith is sealed
Our hope is real
Come what may
We're not afraid
Our faith is sealed
Our hope is real
Come what may
We're not afraid
We're not afraid
We can trust our God
Always, always
We can trust our God
Always, always
We can trust our God
He knows what He's doing
Though it might hurt now
We won't be ruined
It might seem there's an ocean in between
But He's holding on to you and me
And He's never gonna leave, no
He is with us, He is with us
Always, always
He is with us, He is with us
Always, always
He is with us, He is with us
Always, always
He is with us, He is with us
Always
Our God is with us
Friday, July 5, 2013
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
The Next Chapter ~ June 11, 2013
The Next Chapter
My last day of freedom..... I start a new job tomorrow. I am sure the new few weeks will prove to be trying, exhausting, elating, and so many many other things. The ability to support my family, and continue to rebuild from employment is priceless. I am welcoming the challenges of the position, including working every Saturday for a while as I learn from the current buyer. This gives me Monday off, and a chance to do laundry and food shop. Or maybe hit the beach with the kids.
I am in awe of God's power and people he has placed in my life. He is go this in his hand, and it is up to me to hang on to his hand. He will not let me go. I need to keep my eyes up. Jesus paid it all, I never felt worthy of this, but how can I not be worthy. Is Jesus' blood not good enough for my sins. He was sinless.
I will give my heart. Wholeheartedly.
"He Paid It All" Brandon Heath
My Lord
What shall I give Him today
He wants my heart
More than He asks for my wage
One day I’ll die
But it won’t be my last day
When I look in His eyes
I’ll know that I did ok
My Lord
What shall I sing Him for now
A song full of praise
From a mouth full of doubt
I lift up my face
And I sing out loud
With all my mistakes
I still make Him proud
He paid it all for me
Carried that cross for you
On that rugged walk, He knew
What He had to do
Opened His arms up wide
Invited the world inside
One final breath
He conquered death
For me and for you
My Lord
Where would He want me to go
Just across town
Or a place where I don’t know a soul
Just tell me where
And I’ll hit the road
With no time to spare
And no heavy load
My last day of freedom..... I start a new job tomorrow. I am sure the new few weeks will prove to be trying, exhausting, elating, and so many many other things. The ability to support my family, and continue to rebuild from employment is priceless. I am welcoming the challenges of the position, including working every Saturday for a while as I learn from the current buyer. This gives me Monday off, and a chance to do laundry and food shop. Or maybe hit the beach with the kids.
I am in awe of God's power and people he has placed in my life. He is go this in his hand, and it is up to me to hang on to his hand. He will not let me go. I need to keep my eyes up. Jesus paid it all, I never felt worthy of this, but how can I not be worthy. Is Jesus' blood not good enough for my sins. He was sinless.
I will give my heart. Wholeheartedly.
"He Paid It All" Brandon Heath
My Lord
What shall I give Him today
He wants my heart
More than He asks for my wage
One day I’ll die
But it won’t be my last day
When I look in His eyes
I’ll know that I did ok
My Lord
What shall I sing Him for now
A song full of praise
From a mouth full of doubt
I lift up my face
And I sing out loud
With all my mistakes
I still make Him proud
He paid it all for me
Carried that cross for you
On that rugged walk, He knew
What He had to do
Opened His arms up wide
Invited the world inside
One final breath
He conquered death
For me and for you
My Lord
Where would He want me to go
Just across town
Or a place where I don’t know a soul
Just tell me where
And I’ll hit the road
With no time to spare
And no heavy load
Friday, May 24, 2013
The Next Chapter - May 24, 2013
The Next Chapter
Today I enjoyed breakfast with my friend Chris, and in turn he took my resume, and texted me later that he sent out 50 copies of my resume. Wow 50 copies! Something has to give soon.....
When I returned from breakfast I got a call from the job in Canton, and after 8 interviews they are moving forward and checking my references..... I don't want to get too excited, but it is a good sign. It has been 2 months since the first interview.
I can always relate to Jesus Calling, today Jesus calls me to bring him my mind for rest and renewal. I am reminded of how many times I want to give up. I continue to walk in the light and not just talk the talk. I keep things in perspective and not get burdened with circumstances. God's will God's time. The Lord's prayer ... thy will be done. It just doesn't say when. Leave it in the hands of Jesus. I refuse to worry about something I am praying about. I spoke with unemployment today, and I might get some money next week. Hopefully that will hold me over until a job happens.
Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you, who walk in the light of your presence, Lord.
Today I enjoyed breakfast with my friend Chris, and in turn he took my resume, and texted me later that he sent out 50 copies of my resume. Wow 50 copies! Something has to give soon.....
When I returned from breakfast I got a call from the job in Canton, and after 8 interviews they are moving forward and checking my references..... I don't want to get too excited, but it is a good sign. It has been 2 months since the first interview.
I can always relate to Jesus Calling, today Jesus calls me to bring him my mind for rest and renewal. I am reminded of how many times I want to give up. I continue to walk in the light and not just talk the talk. I keep things in perspective and not get burdened with circumstances. God's will God's time. The Lord's prayer ... thy will be done. It just doesn't say when. Leave it in the hands of Jesus. I refuse to worry about something I am praying about. I spoke with unemployment today, and I might get some money next week. Hopefully that will hold me over until a job happens.
Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you, who walk in the light of your presence, Lord.
Psalm 89:15
Brandon Heath - Hands of the Healer
Hang it up like a coat
Tear it up like a note
Let the pieces fall to the ground
Like falling snow
Go for a walk outside
Watch as the red bird flies
He needs lifting
And we need lifting, too
If we’re gonna pray about it
There’s no use in worrying
If we’re gonna worry about it
Why are we praying
Just leave it in the hands of the Father
Leave it in the hands of the Healer
Leave it in the hands of Jesus
And walk away
Walk away
Take all your doubt and fear
Whisper it in His ear
Drop it in the mailbox
Raise the flag and let it go
We’re laying ‘em down to never carry again
We’re laying ‘em down, the burdens, burdens
Laying ‘em down to never worry again
Laying ‘em down, let ‘em fly on the wind
Hang it up like a coat
Tear it up like a note
Let the pieces fall to the ground
Like falling snow
Go for a walk outside
Watch as the red bird flies
He needs lifting
And we need lifting, too
If we’re gonna pray about it
There’s no use in worrying
If we’re gonna worry about it
Why are we praying
Just leave it in the hands of the Father
Leave it in the hands of the Healer
Leave it in the hands of Jesus
And walk away
Walk away
Take all your doubt and fear
Whisper it in His ear
Drop it in the mailbox
Raise the flag and let it go
We’re laying ‘em down to never carry again
We’re laying ‘em down, the burdens, burdens
Laying ‘em down to never worry again
Laying ‘em down, let ‘em fly on the wind
Monday, May 20, 2013
The Next Chapter - May 20, 2013
The Next Chapter
Even if the healing doesn't come, and life falls apart, and dreams are still undone. You are God. You are good. Forever faithful One.....these lyrics are from Kutless "Even If". Today I sit and ponder, why Lord?
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin. 1 John 1:7
I will continue to put myself out there, and serve. I read from several devotionals each day, and each day they all give me different messages, today more that one referred to walking in the light. Fellowship in each other. So many times I get caught up in myself. I start feeling self pity for my circumstances, and wonder if I will ever find a job, or when I find a job does that mean the end of being home for my kids. I am blessed to have the tremendous support of my friends, family, and my church family. Today, and every Monday I serve the homeless in my town. Brown bag lunches. We make sandwiches, and put with water, apple, and a granola bar. Then we go to the Salvation Army and distribute the lunches, along with other donated items for them. Starbucks donates coffee. Today we had 3 sleeping bags, and toiletries. I was even allowed access to the camp in the woods. Seeing first hand how they are living, and surviving on just a few things.
They were very grateful for the food, coffee, and items we delivered. I am continually reminded of how many blessing I have, and when I stop to count them I run out of fingers and toes. I will try even if surrounded by chaos and so many things out of my control (which by the way is EVERYTHING) I will give it to GOD. Let go and let GOD take control and allowing peace in the chaos to wash over me.
"Even If" ~ Kutless
Sometimes all we have to hold on to
Is what we know is true of who You are
So when the heartache hits like a hurricane
That could never change who You are
And we trust in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
Lord we know Your ways are not our ways
So we set our faith in who You are
Even though You reign high above us
You tenderly love us
We know Your heart
And we rest in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You’re still the Great and Mighty One
We trust You always
You’re working all things for our good
We’ll sing your praise
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You are God and we will bless You
As the Good and Faithful One
You are God and we will bless You
Even if the healing doesn't come
Even if the healing doesn't come
Even if the healing doesn't come, and life falls apart, and dreams are still undone. You are God. You are good. Forever faithful One.....these lyrics are from Kutless "Even If". Today I sit and ponder, why Lord?
Why can't I find a job? Why am I faced with co-parenting issues? How come I feel so ill equipped for life? Why do I feel like I have nothing to give? Why 1400 miles Lord?.....I started playing a playlist of songs I put together for a friend, and after reading from Jesus Calling ~ this song started to play...... I realized He is there. He is GOD, forever faithful. I will continue to put all my eggs in His basket.
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all sin. 1 John 1:7
I will continue to put myself out there, and serve. I read from several devotionals each day, and each day they all give me different messages, today more that one referred to walking in the light. Fellowship in each other. So many times I get caught up in myself. I start feeling self pity for my circumstances, and wonder if I will ever find a job, or when I find a job does that mean the end of being home for my kids. I am blessed to have the tremendous support of my friends, family, and my church family. Today, and every Monday I serve the homeless in my town. Brown bag lunches. We make sandwiches, and put with water, apple, and a granola bar. Then we go to the Salvation Army and distribute the lunches, along with other donated items for them. Starbucks donates coffee. Today we had 3 sleeping bags, and toiletries. I was even allowed access to the camp in the woods. Seeing first hand how they are living, and surviving on just a few things.
They were very grateful for the food, coffee, and items we delivered. I am continually reminded of how many blessing I have, and when I stop to count them I run out of fingers and toes. I will try even if surrounded by chaos and so many things out of my control (which by the way is EVERYTHING) I will give it to GOD. Let go and let GOD take control and allowing peace in the chaos to wash over me.
"Even If" ~ Kutless
Sometimes all we have to hold on to
Is what we know is true of who You are
So when the heartache hits like a hurricane
That could never change who You are
And we trust in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
Lord we know Your ways are not our ways
So we set our faith in who You are
Even though You reign high above us
You tenderly love us
We know Your heart
And we rest in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You’re still the Great and Mighty One
We trust You always
You’re working all things for our good
We’ll sing your praise
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You are God and we will bless You
As the Good and Faithful One
You are God and we will bless You
Even if the healing doesn't come
Even if the healing doesn't come
Saturday, May 18, 2013
The Next Chapter - May 18, 2013
The Next Chapter - GOD WORKS
Hi - it has been quite awhile. So much has happened and so much is yet to come.
My last post was Feb 1 ...during that time I was struggling with Merry her attitude and outbursts, I was concerned with her safety and the safety of others. Then I found a book, Overcoming Emotions That Destroy, by Chip Ingram. I started to read this book, and realized something so overwhelming it was scary. Merry's issues while her behavior and reactions to situations need work, the anger and the feelings behind the anger are real.... however I am responsible for teaching Merry these behaviors. When I took a closer look at myself using this book as the vehicle for information, I realized I myself had outbursts and attitude!! The apple does not fall far from the tree.. I started immediately to focus on myself rather than Merry. Working on my shortcomings, and I am reporting now April 10, 2013 the working progress in us. She and I are a work in process. I am learning how to listen, and how to respond without tone, and without sarcasm. Sarcasm is a pet peeve, and I do not care for this type of "humor" but here I was using on my kids. I was so disappointed to look in the mirror and see the real me. I am reminded of the Michael Jackson song. "Man in the Mirror".
It is now May 18, 2013 Life is totally has flipped. I am out of work again, and staying in my friends house (empty house - and for sale - timetable yet to be determined) While I can report Merry and I are still working on us, we are also seeking outside help. We have stepped up counseling appointments and we are going to get tested for mood disorders. She just turned 11 Wednesday and I need to be clear if her mood swings are hormonal or chemical. I cannot determine this on my own, so I am seeking a professional opinion. I am trying not to get ahead of where I am, and where God is meeting me. And trying not to worry about where God wants me to be. I am working on completing college and I am taking 3 classes this summer. I had to get a new notebook (the hand-me-down net book from Jamie finally died) I have about 12 classes to completing my bachelors degree. My current class started this week, and my book is late :( which means I am late with one of my first assignments. I hate starting out behind the pack. I don't doubt I will catch up, but last semester I managed a C in my class because I missed 3 assignments. (due to moving, and lack of internet, then the net book died, all legitimate reasons for missed assignments, however professors in college do not care. Thankfully I got an A- on my final paper to squeak out a C.)
I am learning so much about myself, and what makes me tick. I am determined not to settle on what I think is right for me, knowing the any plan God has for me is beyond my small mind. I will never fully experience everything God has planned for me because I am limited on earth. I will continue to seek his counsel and listen for his guidance. And even though I am broken and a work in process and a sinner, he loves me anyway. I stride to be grateful for the gift of grace, even though I do not feel worthy of this gift.
I just passed 9 months sober, and this is truly a gift from God. The clarity for his plan for me becomes more evident each and every day. I try to stay in the moment and work in the present, I will try to be still and know he is God. He has got my back...... My needs will and have been met. We have food, we have shelter, we have tremendous support. I am so humbled by his love, and I will continue to stride to feel worthy of it.
Revelation 22:17 Let him who thirsts come. Whoever desires, let him take the water of life freely.
Hi - it has been quite awhile. So much has happened and so much is yet to come.
My last post was Feb 1 ...during that time I was struggling with Merry her attitude and outbursts, I was concerned with her safety and the safety of others. Then I found a book, Overcoming Emotions That Destroy, by Chip Ingram. I started to read this book, and realized something so overwhelming it was scary. Merry's issues while her behavior and reactions to situations need work, the anger and the feelings behind the anger are real.... however I am responsible for teaching Merry these behaviors. When I took a closer look at myself using this book as the vehicle for information, I realized I myself had outbursts and attitude!! The apple does not fall far from the tree.. I started immediately to focus on myself rather than Merry. Working on my shortcomings, and I am reporting now April 10, 2013 the working progress in us. She and I are a work in process. I am learning how to listen, and how to respond without tone, and without sarcasm. Sarcasm is a pet peeve, and I do not care for this type of "humor" but here I was using on my kids. I was so disappointed to look in the mirror and see the real me. I am reminded of the Michael Jackson song. "Man in the Mirror".
It is now May 18, 2013 Life is totally has flipped. I am out of work again, and staying in my friends house (empty house - and for sale - timetable yet to be determined) While I can report Merry and I are still working on us, we are also seeking outside help. We have stepped up counseling appointments and we are going to get tested for mood disorders. She just turned 11 Wednesday and I need to be clear if her mood swings are hormonal or chemical. I cannot determine this on my own, so I am seeking a professional opinion. I am trying not to get ahead of where I am, and where God is meeting me. And trying not to worry about where God wants me to be. I am working on completing college and I am taking 3 classes this summer. I had to get a new notebook (the hand-me-down net book from Jamie finally died) I have about 12 classes to completing my bachelors degree. My current class started this week, and my book is late :( which means I am late with one of my first assignments. I hate starting out behind the pack. I don't doubt I will catch up, but last semester I managed a C in my class because I missed 3 assignments. (due to moving, and lack of internet, then the net book died, all legitimate reasons for missed assignments, however professors in college do not care. Thankfully I got an A- on my final paper to squeak out a C.)
I am learning so much about myself, and what makes me tick. I am determined not to settle on what I think is right for me, knowing the any plan God has for me is beyond my small mind. I will never fully experience everything God has planned for me because I am limited on earth. I will continue to seek his counsel and listen for his guidance. And even though I am broken and a work in process and a sinner, he loves me anyway. I stride to be grateful for the gift of grace, even though I do not feel worthy of this gift.
I just passed 9 months sober, and this is truly a gift from God. The clarity for his plan for me becomes more evident each and every day. I try to stay in the moment and work in the present, I will try to be still and know he is God. He has got my back...... My needs will and have been met. We have food, we have shelter, we have tremendous support. I am so humbled by his love, and I will continue to stride to feel worthy of it.
Revelation 22:17 Let him who thirsts come. Whoever desires, let him take the water of life freely.
Romans 12:8 Who gives, let him do it with liberality.
I find myself drinking and giving liberality! I can't not share what God has done and the plans he has for me.
I post lyrics to Christian music all the time, today however I cannot decide on a song. I am listening to KLOVE and every single song is touching my heart today. I will learn to say I Love You more often.
Dear God, Help me to look for the many ways you touch me with your love and care everyday, help me see others in need, and provide the your words....even when I don't know what to say. Amen
Friday, February 1, 2013
The Next Chapter ~ February 1, 2013
The Next Chapter
February my favorite month. It started on my knees asking God for patience, tolerance, and acceptance of myself and others. And that was granted, breakfast and bus when off without a hitch :-) Next off to get an oil change, and then a day with my BFF. Cleaning and hanging, then a shopping trip to BJ's Wholesale. Jamie and I discussed my recent struggles with Merry and drew up a plan for the next time. How to get safe, who to call, and a list of the numbers. God truly gave me Jamie to help me through this crisis. Back home for the bus, and again this morning's prayer is carrying me through, off the bus without issues, and off to karate. Jack and I got to hang out while Merry was at karate. Home for dinner and a movie.... Wizard of Oz. Their pick. I love that my kids love the classics. Can't wait for Merry and I to watch My Fair Lady or Breakfast at Tiffany's.
Talking to and surrounding myself with Christians during these past weeks has made it bearable. Thank you Lord for your foresight and choosing who you have placed in and on my path.
"For we are God's masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago." Ephesians 2:10
This time your heart said its had enough
Sick and tired of everything that's so messed up
You don't wanna move on just playing games
Praying hard somehow your life will change
When you feel like you don't know what to do
Stuck inside this maze you can't go through
(chorus)
Don't give up
and help is surely on its way
and don't give up
and the dark is breaking in today
and just keep on moving through these storms
and soon enough you'll find the door
just don't give up
oh and don't give up
These walls around you are caving in
And your life seems like it is wearing thin
Your hope is drowning in despair
It looks like you're not going anywhere
Step inside this Heart and then you'll see
Such a love that is so amazing
(Chorus)
February my favorite month. It started on my knees asking God for patience, tolerance, and acceptance of myself and others. And that was granted, breakfast and bus when off without a hitch :-) Next off to get an oil change, and then a day with my BFF. Cleaning and hanging, then a shopping trip to BJ's Wholesale. Jamie and I discussed my recent struggles with Merry and drew up a plan for the next time. How to get safe, who to call, and a list of the numbers. God truly gave me Jamie to help me through this crisis. Back home for the bus, and again this morning's prayer is carrying me through, off the bus without issues, and off to karate. Jack and I got to hang out while Merry was at karate. Home for dinner and a movie.... Wizard of Oz. Their pick. I love that my kids love the classics. Can't wait for Merry and I to watch My Fair Lady or Breakfast at Tiffany's.
Talking to and surrounding myself with Christians during these past weeks has made it bearable. Thank you Lord for your foresight and choosing who you have placed in and on my path.
"For we are God's masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago." Ephesians 2:10
I love to think of myself as a masterpiece, and I am worthy. I will never allow myself to forget it or settle for less. When we all remember there are no mistakes or no coincidences.... I won't give up on myself or my future or my kids future.
Calling Glory - Don't Give Up
This time your heart said its had enough
Sick and tired of everything that's so messed up
You don't wanna move on just playing games
Praying hard somehow your life will change
When you feel like you don't know what to do
Stuck inside this maze you can't go through
(chorus)
Don't give up
and help is surely on its way
and don't give up
and the dark is breaking in today
and just keep on moving through these storms
and soon enough you'll find the door
just don't give up
oh and don't give up
These walls around you are caving in
And your life seems like it is wearing thin
Your hope is drowning in despair
It looks like you're not going anywhere
Step inside this Heart and then you'll see
Such a love that is so amazing
(Chorus)
Thursday, January 31, 2013
The Next Chapter - January 31, 2013
The Next Chapter.
Up early today.... God gave me the opportunity to share his word and encourage others. Jesus calling talks of Jesus being the strength and the shield. It reminded me to put on the armor of God, and no sooner did I consciously put it on........ Merry didn't want to go to morning program, she screamed, yelled and said very mean words to me and Jack. I did not want Jack to be late so I left her home while I drove Jack. I got a text message moments later asking me to come back for her.....to late. She still was not ready when I returned, but keeping calm I told her the bus was coming, and she needed to be on it. She was. Calm and collected. Amen.
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him. ~ Psalm 28:7
"Carry Me To The Cross" - Kutless
When the path is daunting
And every step exhausting
I'm not alone
I'm not alone, no, no
I feel you draw me closer
All these burdens on my shoulder
I'm not alone, I'm not alone
You pull me me from this place
Hallelujah
You carry me every day
You carry me all all the way
Hallelujah
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
How your love has moved me, yeah
To the foot of all your glory
I'm not alone, I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Hallelujah
You carry me every day
You carry me all all the way
Hallelujah
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
All of these cities you have built
And every cathedral you have filled
To all of creation you gave life with your hands
And with those hands you comfort me
You lift me up from my knees
And carry me
You carry me
Hallelujah
You carry me every day
You carry me all all the way
Hallelujah
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
The cross
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
Up early today.... God gave me the opportunity to share his word and encourage others. Jesus calling talks of Jesus being the strength and the shield. It reminded me to put on the armor of God, and no sooner did I consciously put it on........ Merry didn't want to go to morning program, she screamed, yelled and said very mean words to me and Jack. I did not want Jack to be late so I left her home while I drove Jack. I got a text message moments later asking me to come back for her.....to late. She still was not ready when I returned, but keeping calm I told her the bus was coming, and she needed to be on it. She was. Calm and collected. Amen.
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him. ~ Psalm 28:7
"Carry Me To The Cross" - Kutless
When the path is daunting
And every step exhausting
I'm not alone
I'm not alone, no, no
I feel you draw me closer
All these burdens on my shoulder
I'm not alone, I'm not alone
You pull me me from this place
Hallelujah
You carry me every day
You carry me all all the way
Hallelujah
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
How your love has moved me, yeah
To the foot of all your glory
I'm not alone, I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Hallelujah
You carry me every day
You carry me all all the way
Hallelujah
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
All of these cities you have built
And every cathedral you have filled
To all of creation you gave life with your hands
And with those hands you comfort me
You lift me up from my knees
And carry me
You carry me
Hallelujah
You carry me every day
You carry me all all the way
Hallelujah
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
The cross
You carry me to the
You carry me to the cross
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
The Next Chapter - January 29, 2013
The Next Chapter ~
Oh Lord, help me.... I am tying a knot and hanging on for dear life..... Merry is out of control, and I am going to lose my mind. Tonight after a great after school time, I thought it would be fun to have ice cream for dinner. Merry gets a tummy ache from ice cream so I gave her a lactaid pill. Everything is going great, until a Friendly employee came over to make Merry and Jack balloon animals. Merry asked for an elephant, and he made her and elephant. Jack asked for an octopus and he made him an octopus... both were great and free! That is when the smiles turned to envy and jealousy. Merry felt Jack's octopus was better and bigger than her elephant, and she copped an attitude with a capitol A. I noticed an tried to make light of it, and she was off and running, screaming at me in the parking lot "freakin swearing" to the point that it was unsafe while I was driving, at a red light she actually tried to rip the phone from my ear. I am so utterly disappointed with my daughter, and I fear for Jack and he retaliation. I cannot even look at her. I tried to stay as calm as possible, but she is so very talented at pushing my buttons. I gave her an anti-anxiety pill, and put her to bed. I am hoping she falls asleep.
So now here I am an hour later, and she is calm. And lying in bed. I am processing and praying for solutions. I know she is processing and trying to figure out her triggers. I am at a loss when she feels this way, and come to find out she has a math test this week, and a girl at school has been being mean.... these are all really good reasons for anxiety, but no matter why, the behavior is unacceptable and requires consequences. I am praying for guidance, and intervention from the holy spirit.
Wow, I am definitely not up for mother of the year. I did hold my tongue and my temper, and I hugged and prayed with her.
“The Lord is my strength and my defense, he has become my salvation. He is my God, and I will praise him,
my father’s God, and I will exalt him. ~ Exodus 15:2
Blessed Assurance - Third Day Live Version.
Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.
Refrain:
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long.
Perfect submission, perfect delight,
Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
Angels, descending, bring from above
Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.
Perfect submission, all is at rest,
I in my Savior am happy and blest,
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.
Oh Lord, help me.... I am tying a knot and hanging on for dear life..... Merry is out of control, and I am going to lose my mind. Tonight after a great after school time, I thought it would be fun to have ice cream for dinner. Merry gets a tummy ache from ice cream so I gave her a lactaid pill. Everything is going great, until a Friendly employee came over to make Merry and Jack balloon animals. Merry asked for an elephant, and he made her and elephant. Jack asked for an octopus and he made him an octopus... both were great and free! That is when the smiles turned to envy and jealousy. Merry felt Jack's octopus was better and bigger than her elephant, and she copped an attitude with a capitol A. I noticed an tried to make light of it, and she was off and running, screaming at me in the parking lot "freakin swearing" to the point that it was unsafe while I was driving, at a red light she actually tried to rip the phone from my ear. I am so utterly disappointed with my daughter, and I fear for Jack and he retaliation. I cannot even look at her. I tried to stay as calm as possible, but she is so very talented at pushing my buttons. I gave her an anti-anxiety pill, and put her to bed. I am hoping she falls asleep.
So now here I am an hour later, and she is calm. And lying in bed. I am processing and praying for solutions. I know she is processing and trying to figure out her triggers. I am at a loss when she feels this way, and come to find out she has a math test this week, and a girl at school has been being mean.... these are all really good reasons for anxiety, but no matter why, the behavior is unacceptable and requires consequences. I am praying for guidance, and intervention from the holy spirit.
Wow, I am definitely not up for mother of the year. I did hold my tongue and my temper, and I hugged and prayed with her.
my father’s God, and I will exalt him. ~ Exodus 15:2
Blessed Assurance - Third Day Live Version.
Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.
Refrain:
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long;
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Savior all the day long.
Perfect submission, perfect delight,
Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
Angels, descending, bring from above
Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.
Perfect submission, all is at rest,
I in my Savior am happy and blest,
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
The Next Chapter - January 24, 2013
The Next Chapter ~
I start this day like any other day, not wanting to get up and get moving..... in is cold and I want to stay in bed. I am reminded of this song today by Plumb. The first verse and chorus are powerful, and I think about how many times I ask for help each day, some days more than others.
Well, everybody's got a story to tell And everybody's got a wound to be healed I want to believe there's beauty here. 'Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on I can't let go, I can't move on I want to believe there's meaning here How many times have you heard me cry out "God please take this"? How many times have you given me strength to Just keep breathing? Oh I need you God, I need you now.....
Prayers for my step dad Jack as he will be undergoing by pass surgery tomorrow. Prayers for my mom as she sits and waits..... continued clarity in my path, while I love the job(and the potential is great), the funds are tight and going to get tighter.....
"So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you." (1 Peter 5:6-7)
"Need You Now (How Many Times)"
Well, everybody's got a story to tell
And everybody's got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there's beauty here
'Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on
I can't let go, I can't move on
I want to believe there's meaning here
How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
Standing on a road I didn't plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I'm trying to hear that still small voice
I'm trying to hear above the noise
How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
Though I walk,
Though I walk through the shadows
And I, I am so afraid
Please stay, please stay right beside me
With every single step I take
How many times have you heard me cry out?
And how many times have you given me strength?
How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
I need you now
I start this day like any other day, not wanting to get up and get moving..... in is cold and I want to stay in bed. I am reminded of this song today by Plumb. The first verse and chorus are powerful, and I think about how many times I ask for help each day, some days more than others.
Well, everybody's got a story to tell And everybody's got a wound to be healed I want to believe there's beauty here. 'Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on I can't let go, I can't move on I want to believe there's meaning here How many times have you heard me cry out "God please take this"? How many times have you given me strength to Just keep breathing? Oh I need you God, I need you now.....
Prayers for my step dad Jack as he will be undergoing by pass surgery tomorrow. Prayers for my mom as she sits and waits..... continued clarity in my path, while I love the job(and the potential is great), the funds are tight and going to get tighter.....
"So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you." (1 Peter 5:6-7)
"Need You Now (How Many Times)"
Well, everybody's got a story to tell
And everybody's got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there's beauty here
'Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on
I can't let go, I can't move on
I want to believe there's meaning here
How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
Standing on a road I didn't plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I'm trying to hear that still small voice
I'm trying to hear above the noise
How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
Though I walk,
Though I walk through the shadows
And I, I am so afraid
Please stay, please stay right beside me
With every single step I take
How many times have you heard me cry out?
And how many times have you given me strength?
How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
Oh I need you
God, I need you now.
I need you now
I need you now
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
The Next Chapter - January 17, 2013
The Next Chapter
"The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you;
in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17
I saw this verse in a devotional today, and I admit it is not a book of the bible I know at all. And I thumbed through my bible a few times before I resorted to the table of contents.... The whole book is 3 verses and less than 3 pages... I read it and re-read it. I again realize the importance of reading the whole verse when directed to scripture through a devotional. It is hard to get the full impact of a bible verse without reading the before and after. Today Merry was home from school sick, and I had to leave her while I worked. I had a neighbor check on her a few times, and she and I were texting most of the day. But I was comforted in the knowledge she was not all alone. Once I got home, and continued with our day, and it became bedtime, she had a major meltdown, screaming at the top of her lungs! I went right in, and at first I got caught up, and yelled back, but then God intervened and I said a prayer, and just hugged her. I hugged and hugged and hugged while she squirmed. I let go when she calmed down. I asked her to stay calm while I said goodnight to Jack and I would be back. When I went back in, I asked what it was that set her off. I told her if she needs a hug or attention to ask for it. I promise to try and give her what she needs. Matthew 11:28 reminds us that Jesus is here for us, "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." This was my verse the other day....... how soon we forget. I am grateful for this opportunity to write and share my walk, I am blessed with my circle of friends and family.
Even If - Kutless
Sometimes all we have to hold on to
Is what we know is true of who You are
So when the heartache hits like a hurricane
That could never change who You are
And we trust in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
Lord we know Your ways are not our ways
So we set our faith in who You are
Even though You reign high above us
You tenderly love us
We know Your heart
And we rest in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You’re still the Great and Mighty One
We trust You always
You’re working all things for our good
We’ll sing your praise
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You are God and we will bless You
As the Good and Faithful One
You are God and we will bless You
Even if the healing doesn't come
Even if the healing doesn't come
"The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you;
in his love he will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing." Zephaniah 3:17
I saw this verse in a devotional today, and I admit it is not a book of the bible I know at all. And I thumbed through my bible a few times before I resorted to the table of contents.... The whole book is 3 verses and less than 3 pages... I read it and re-read it. I again realize the importance of reading the whole verse when directed to scripture through a devotional. It is hard to get the full impact of a bible verse without reading the before and after. Today Merry was home from school sick, and I had to leave her while I worked. I had a neighbor check on her a few times, and she and I were texting most of the day. But I was comforted in the knowledge she was not all alone. Once I got home, and continued with our day, and it became bedtime, she had a major meltdown, screaming at the top of her lungs! I went right in, and at first I got caught up, and yelled back, but then God intervened and I said a prayer, and just hugged her. I hugged and hugged and hugged while she squirmed. I let go when she calmed down. I asked her to stay calm while I said goodnight to Jack and I would be back. When I went back in, I asked what it was that set her off. I told her if she needs a hug or attention to ask for it. I promise to try and give her what she needs. Matthew 11:28 reminds us that Jesus is here for us, "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." This was my verse the other day....... how soon we forget. I am grateful for this opportunity to write and share my walk, I am blessed with my circle of friends and family.
Even If - Kutless
Sometimes all we have to hold on to
Is what we know is true of who You are
So when the heartache hits like a hurricane
That could never change who You are
And we trust in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
Lord we know Your ways are not our ways
So we set our faith in who You are
Even though You reign high above us
You tenderly love us
We know Your heart
And we rest in who You are
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You’re still the Great and Mighty One
We trust You always
You’re working all things for our good
We’ll sing your praise
Even if the healing doesn't come
And life falls apart
And dreams are still undone
You are God You are good
Forever faithful One
Even if the healing
Even if the healing doesn't come
You are God and we will bless You
As the Good and Faithful One
You are God and we will bless You
Even if the healing doesn't come
Even if the healing doesn't come
Sunday, January 13, 2013
The Next Chapter ~ January 13, 2013
The Next Chapter -
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
I'm tired
I'm worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes to keep on breathing
I've made mistakes
I've let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed
By the weight of this world
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn
I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Cause I'm worn
I know I need
To lift my eyes up
But I'm too week
Life just won't let up
And I know that You can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn
I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Cause I'm worn
And my prayers are wearing thin
I'm worn even before the day begins
I'm worn I've lost my will to fight
I'm worn so heaven so come and fluid my eyes
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn
I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Yes all that's dead inside will be reborn
Though I'm worn
Yeah I'm worn
Matthew 11:28
Scripture directs us in every level of our lives, happiest, pain, struggles, when we are wear we find strength. When we lift our prayers and praise he is there for us. I love when I look back and tell a story of my past and it sounds unbelievable, but yet I live it and managed it at the time. Living in the day, or sometimes a moment we can. God meets us where we are. Sometimes two steps forward one step back, he is there.
I am reminded of a story from my past I told the other day, when I did not realize my situation was "toxic" and when I spoke of it out loud it seemed unbelievable and in hind sight, I cannot believe it did not break me. I can only give praise to God for helping me hold it together. When we feel worn out and ask for help, he sends it....we need to be open to what ever it may be. God's help comes in so many different packages. I need to remember to keep my eyes open.
Worn - Tenth Avenue North
I'm worn
My heart is heavy
From the work it takes to keep on breathing
I've made mistakes
I've let my hope fail
My soul feels crushed
By the weight of this world
And I know that you can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn
I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Cause I'm worn
I know I need
To lift my eyes up
But I'm too week
Life just won't let up
And I know that You can give me rest
So I cry out with all that I have left
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn
I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Cause I'm worn
And my prayers are wearing thin
I'm worn even before the day begins
I'm worn I've lost my will to fight
I'm worn so heaven so come and fluid my eyes
Let me see redemption win
Let me know the struggle ends
That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn
I want to know a song can rise
From the ashes of a broken life
And all that's dead inside can be reborn
Yes all that's dead inside will be reborn
Though I'm worn
Yeah I'm worn
Friday, January 11, 2013
The Next Chapter - January 11, 2013
The Next Chapter
Truly our fellowship is with the Father and with His Son Jesus Christ. —1 John 1:3
I am thinking about friendship today. I love that I have many friends from every part of my life, childhood, grade school, middle school, high school, work, church, family, friends of friends.... I am truly blessed and I know people pass in and out of my life. The season of friendship is at his hand. I sometimes look back to a particular season, and wonder why I may not see or speak with this person any longer, but remembering God's got his hand on me, and in every relationship, I am grateful for my time with that person, and welcome another season of time with them.
Jenifer Knapp
Sing Out In Joy
If I run around like
Joy in the sunlit rain
Would You
Would You laugh with me?
What do I do to make You laugh?
What do I do to make You smile?
Oh, if only for a little while
-Chorus-
Sing out in joy
Let the silent seas
Let the seas roar!
Sing out in joy
Hold your breath no more
For the Savior
If I split the clouds
Riven with trumpet loud
Would You
Would You dance with me?
What do I do to make you cry?
What do I do to make you shout?
Oh, if only for a little while
(Chorus)
I would walk across the fire and cinders!
Treasure every moment I could remember!
Yeah! Yeah!
Yeah! Yeah!
Yeah, yeah, yeah...
If a path was found in
The middle of the Red, Red Sea
Would You
Could You walk across with me?
(Chorus)
Saturday, January 5, 2013
The Next Chapter ~ January 5, 2013
The Next Chapter
This year is already shown its ups and downs. Up - 5 months without drinking. Down - my daughter was exposed to some YouTube stuff I wish she didn't see, creating a long long night while we processed and prayed together. It doesn't really matter what she saw, it was a lesson. Right or wrong other parents parent differently than I do, and my rules are not their rules. And vice versa. We cannot shelter our kids from this world forever, but we would like to. After CT and 911 the horrors of reality are all to real...
This morning I am grateful for my faith, and the life lesson I taught my daughter last night was to give it to God and pray in every situation. Today I pray for my friends as they mourn a loss, and for Jamie pursuing her dreams with her book, and for many many others, I often text "thinking of you" ~ this is code for God put you on my heart and I am praying for you........
Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. ~ 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Prayer For A Friend - Casting Crowns
Lord, I lift my friend to You, I've done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You
Complicated circumstances have clouded his view
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
I fear that I won't have the words that he needs to hear
I pray for Your wisdom, oh God, and a heart that's sincere
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
Lord, I lift my friend to You
My best friend in the world, I know he means much more to You
I want so much to help him, but this is something he has to do
And Lord, I lift my friend up to You
'cause there's a way that seems so right to him
But You know where that leads
He's becoming a puppet of the world, too blind to see the strings
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
My friend up to You
Lord, I lift my friend to You, I've done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You
This year is already shown its ups and downs. Up - 5 months without drinking. Down - my daughter was exposed to some YouTube stuff I wish she didn't see, creating a long long night while we processed and prayed together. It doesn't really matter what she saw, it was a lesson. Right or wrong other parents parent differently than I do, and my rules are not their rules. And vice versa. We cannot shelter our kids from this world forever, but we would like to. After CT and 911 the horrors of reality are all to real...
This morning I am grateful for my faith, and the life lesson I taught my daughter last night was to give it to God and pray in every situation. Today I pray for my friends as they mourn a loss, and for Jamie pursuing her dreams with her book, and for many many others, I often text "thinking of you" ~ this is code for God put you on my heart and I am praying for you........
Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. ~ 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Prayer For A Friend - Casting Crowns
Lord, I lift my friend to You, I've done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You
Complicated circumstances have clouded his view
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
I fear that I won't have the words that he needs to hear
I pray for Your wisdom, oh God, and a heart that's sincere
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
Lord, I lift my friend to You
My best friend in the world, I know he means much more to You
I want so much to help him, but this is something he has to do
And Lord, I lift my friend up to You
'cause there's a way that seems so right to him
But You know where that leads
He's becoming a puppet of the world, too blind to see the strings
Lord, I lift my friend up to You
My friend up to You
Lord, I lift my friend to You, I've done all that I know to do
I lift my friend to You
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
The Next Chapter - January 2, 2013
The Next Chapter ~
Welcome to 2013. I start a new job today! I am excited. The hours work for the kids, and it has the potential of being a great career move. My focus for prayer today continues to be Jeremiah 29:11-13 his plans include a plan for me to prosper, and hope for a future.It is it so fitting when embarking on a new adventure. He has plans for me. Prayers today for all of my friends embarking on new adventures, diets, exercise, a new career, or just looking for the next best thing. It is in all of us, Jesus is in all of us. He is our light, and we gotta let the light shine. Dig deep, take a deep breathe and embrace the day!
Jeremiah 29-11:13
For I know the plans, I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Every secret, every shame
Every fear, every pain
Live inside the dark
But that's not who we are
We are children of the day
So wake up sleeper, lift your head
We were meant for more than this
Fight the shadows conquer death
Make the most of the time we have left
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
Let the light shine, let the light shine
We are called to the spread the news
Tell the world the simple truth
Jesus came to save, there's freedom in His Name
So let it all break through
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
Welcome to 2013. I start a new job today! I am excited. The hours work for the kids, and it has the potential of being a great career move. My focus for prayer today continues to be Jeremiah 29:11-13 his plans include a plan for me to prosper, and hope for a future.It is it so fitting when embarking on a new adventure. He has plans for me. Prayers today for all of my friends embarking on new adventures, diets, exercise, a new career, or just looking for the next best thing. It is in all of us, Jesus is in all of us. He is our light, and we gotta let the light shine. Dig deep, take a deep breathe and embrace the day!
Jeremiah 29-11:13
For I know the plans, I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Kari Jobe - We Are
Every secret, every shame
Every fear, every pain
Live inside the dark
But that's not who we are
We are children of the day
So wake up sleeper, lift your head
We were meant for more than this
Fight the shadows conquer death
Make the most of the time we have left
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
Let the light shine, let the light shine
We are called to the spread the news
Tell the world the simple truth
Jesus came to save, there's freedom in His Name
So let it all break through
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
We are the light of the world
We are the city on a hill
We are the light of the world
We gotta, we gotta, we gotta let the light shine
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