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No sleep, kids in my bed......thoughts in my head.......
I get to work and I can't shake the ADHD / Wayne situation. While opening my laptop bag I find a current upper room.... Yesterday when this started I was feeling overwhelmed and lost in the despair. Back to the Upper Room.... Yesterday's message was Jeremiah 29:11 referring to a story about divorce, today's message is Colossians 3:3 referring to a story about despair! How he meets us were we are and how he holds us and sends people in to help us.
I am so blessed to have Michael, Jamie, Stan, and countless others for the moments and advice!
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you declares the lord plans to prosper you and not harm you plans to give you hope and a future.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
The Next Chapter - January 25, 2012
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Let go Let God, Michael singing is my theme song today. Struggling with my decision to put Jack on medicine for his ADHD. Fighting with Wayne about it. So not fun. Part time Dad spending my money and judging me for feeding the kids junk food! I am really upset.
I need to let it go....
Let God take it from me. Praying for peace to sleep.
Let go Let God, Michael singing is my theme song today. Struggling with my decision to put Jack on medicine for his ADHD. Fighting with Wayne about it. So not fun. Part time Dad spending my money and judging me for feeding the kids junk food! I am really upset.
I need to let it go....
Let God take it from me. Praying for peace to sleep.
Friday, January 20, 2012
The Next Chapter January 20,2012
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In all things showing thyself a pattern of good works; in doctrine showing uncorruptness, gravity, sincerity-
Titus 2:7
This weekend brings excitement, Michael is visiting Plymouth and will be meeting the kids (officially) for the first time......
I pray for patience and guidance in this new relationship. I offer prays for Jamie and Josh as well as the rest of the family as they deal with more doctors and moods.
In all things showing thyself a pattern of good works; in doctrine showing uncorruptness, gravity, sincerity-
Titus 2:7
This weekend brings excitement, Michael is visiting Plymouth and will be meeting the kids (officially) for the first time......
I pray for patience and guidance in this new relationship. I offer prays for Jamie and Josh as well as the rest of the family as they deal with more doctors and moods.
Friday, January 6, 2012
The Next Chapter - January 6, 2012
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Judgement of others is so heavy. I pray for this burden to be lifted. I know some of my choices are selfish and of the flesh. It is where I am and frankly where I want to be.
Jesus said "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone". John 8:7
it reminds me that first we are all sinners, and second we cannot judge others without first looking at ourselves.
Love the lord our god with all my heart, all my mind and all my strength!0
Judgement of others is so heavy. I pray for this burden to be lifted. I know some of my choices are selfish and of the flesh. It is where I am and frankly where I want to be.
Jesus said "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone". John 8:7
it reminds me that first we are all sinners, and second we cannot judge others without first looking at ourselves.
Love the lord our god with all my heart, all my mind and all my strength!0
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
The Next Chapter - January 3, 2012
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God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose.~ Romans 8:28, NLT
Looking toward the future I sometimes forget that God does have a purpose in my life. When I try to control every minute of every day, it begins to spin out of control. Even in my sleep I try and control, my dreams. I just recently realized I don't like to dream. Maybe because I cannot control what is happening, and it is not always pleasant. For as long as I can remember, I never remember dreaming, until I started taking some whole food supplements, and getting better sleep, now I remember dreaming, I don't usually remember my dreams in detail, but I do remember dreaming. It is strange. And I don't like it. It is possible that God is using my dreams for me to work through something I need to process??.....or not
I love thinking about my future, especially recently. I am blessed to have someone to care about, whom I want to spend many future moments with.....but this too is a lesson in patience and strength for God's purpose. And trust is his will and way.
I pray for strength and patience.
Dear Lord, when fears surface, we know you are by our side and that we can confide in you. Thank you. As Jesus taught us, we pray, “Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth. Give us day by day our daily bread. And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.”* Amen.
God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose.~ Romans 8:28, NLT
Looking toward the future I sometimes forget that God does have a purpose in my life. When I try to control every minute of every day, it begins to spin out of control. Even in my sleep I try and control, my dreams. I just recently realized I don't like to dream. Maybe because I cannot control what is happening, and it is not always pleasant. For as long as I can remember, I never remember dreaming, until I started taking some whole food supplements, and getting better sleep, now I remember dreaming, I don't usually remember my dreams in detail, but I do remember dreaming. It is strange. And I don't like it. It is possible that God is using my dreams for me to work through something I need to process??.....or not
I love thinking about my future, especially recently. I am blessed to have someone to care about, whom I want to spend many future moments with.....but this too is a lesson in patience and strength for God's purpose. And trust is his will and way.
I pray for strength and patience.
Dear Lord, when fears surface, we know you are by our side and that we can confide in you. Thank you. As Jesus taught us, we pray, “Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth. Give us day by day our daily bread. And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.”* Amen.
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