The Next Chapter
“Remember how the LORD your God led you all the way in the wilderness these forty years, to humble and test you in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commands.” Deuteronomy 8:2
Patience is strength of mind to know there is more to come. Whether it be waiting for a child to tie their shoes or waiting for a loved one to return, we wait everyday. Patience is knowing how to wait. Some tests are easier than others. I pray daily for strength in God's path. I pray for clarity. I do not want to miss God's path, nor do I want to take the wrong one.
Thank the Lord when trouble comes,
His love and grace expressing;
Grateful praise releases faith,
Turns trials into blessing. —Egner
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 27, 2011
Today..... Bittersweet. I am leaving Charlotte and Michael. Going to see my kids and celebrate Christmas! I am going to miss this Michael more than I can express, but being the next chapter we will take it one day at a time.
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.
2 Corinthians 4:16
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 25,2011
Happy Birthday Jesus
Love this Christmas, best in a long time. Missed my kids, but this was truly the next chapter!
Blessing for the day!
Love this Christmas, best in a long time. Missed my kids, but this was truly the next chapter!
Blessing for the day!
Thursday, December 22, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 23, 2011
Today is a traveling day to Charlotte, NC.... I am excited to be with Michael again so soon. I am excited about meeting his family. :-)
I am praying for safe travels and strength in your path. I know you have grand plans for me.
I am praying for safe travels and strength in your path. I know you have grand plans for me.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 15, 2011
The Next Chapter
Well it is done! My last class for the semester.....I honestly felt like I was never going to finish the paper. I posted it at midnight. Now I can relax for a few weeks and decide whether to finish my associates degree now or later. I should probable just keep swimming, and get it done. Especially considering I will probably lose my financial aid because I have a job now. Oh well, no worries. If I can do it, then I will.....If it is overwhelming then I won't. I am not going to worry about it.
Now to more fun topics.......I am completely excited about Charlotte for Christmas. I am so looking forward to 4 days with Michael. I still pray for God's guidance in my path, as I think about it. I find this verse in my email today and I am reminded to not think I am stronger than temptation, and I need to stay focused, I want to be with Michael forever, and there is plenty of time for all those things, first and foremost is setting a solid faith based foundation.
Matthew 26:41
Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
Gracious God, help us to be good listeners so that your inspiration can flow through us to those who need direction. Please watch over your flock, and give us guidance. Amen.
Well it is done! My last class for the semester.....I honestly felt like I was never going to finish the paper. I posted it at midnight. Now I can relax for a few weeks and decide whether to finish my associates degree now or later. I should probable just keep swimming, and get it done. Especially considering I will probably lose my financial aid because I have a job now. Oh well, no worries. If I can do it, then I will.....If it is overwhelming then I won't. I am not going to worry about it.
Now to more fun topics.......I am completely excited about Charlotte for Christmas. I am so looking forward to 4 days with Michael. I still pray for God's guidance in my path, as I think about it. I find this verse in my email today and I am reminded to not think I am stronger than temptation, and I need to stay focused, I want to be with Michael forever, and there is plenty of time for all those things, first and foremost is setting a solid faith based foundation.
Matthew 26:41
Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
Gracious God, help us to be good listeners so that your inspiration can flow through us to those who need direction. Please watch over your flock, and give us guidance. Amen.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 14, 2011
The Next Chapter
L O V E ~ such a beautiful surprise, when you are open and clarity in God's path.
I N S E C U R I T Y ~ such an ugly word. I want to relax and enjoy the moments, but I worry for the future. I need to remind myself day by day.
F L E S H ~ I ask to forgiveness for my faults of the flesh. I offer a prayer of confession.
But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness. ~ 1 John 1:9
Now be done with it. God is good to grant me forgiveness for my sins. It is up to me to accept his forgiveness and move on. I am not harboring negative feelings about my choices. For I am really in a happy place. I cannot explain it...... it is just right.
Angel Dream - Tom Petty
I dreamed you,
I saw your face
Caught my lifeline
When drifting through space
I saw an angel...
I saw my fate
I can only thank God it was not too late
Over mountains,
I floated away
Cross an ocean,
I dreamed your name
I followed an angel
Down through the gates
I can only thank God it was not too late
Sing a little song of loneliness,
Sing one to make me smile
Another round for everyone,
I'm here for a little while
Now I'm walking
This street on my own
But she's with me
Everywhere I go
Yeah I found an angel
I found my place
I can only thank God it was not too late
I can only thank God it was not too late
I can only thank God it was not too late
L O V E ~ such a beautiful surprise, when you are open and clarity in God's path.
I N S E C U R I T Y ~ such an ugly word. I want to relax and enjoy the moments, but I worry for the future. I need to remind myself day by day.
F L E S H ~ I ask to forgiveness for my faults of the flesh. I offer a prayer of confession.
But if we confess our sins to him, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all wickedness. ~ 1 John 1:9
Now be done with it. God is good to grant me forgiveness for my sins. It is up to me to accept his forgiveness and move on. I am not harboring negative feelings about my choices. For I am really in a happy place. I cannot explain it...... it is just right.
Angel Dream - Tom Petty
I dreamed you,
I saw your face
Caught my lifeline
When drifting through space
I saw an angel...
I saw my fate
I can only thank God it was not too late
Over mountains,
I floated away
Cross an ocean,
I dreamed your name
I followed an angel
Down through the gates
I can only thank God it was not too late
Sing a little song of loneliness,
Sing one to make me smile
Another round for everyone,
I'm here for a little while
Now I'm walking
This street on my own
But she's with me
Everywhere I go
Yeah I found an angel
I found my place
I can only thank God it was not too late
I can only thank God it was not too late
I can only thank God it was not too late
Friday, December 9, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 9, 2011
Insecurity--a dirty word. Why is it when things are going well, I mean I finally got a job, my kids are settled into a new routine, I am talking/sharing with someone I really care about....so what the heck!
Why do we second guess God's plan? Why do we try to control all these things?
This is a rhetorical question..... There really is no answer.
Today I will focus on your path my God and stop the madness of the vicious circle of insecurity!
The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives. ~ Psalm 37:23, NLT
Why do we second guess God's plan? Why do we try to control all these things?
This is a rhetorical question..... There really is no answer.
Today I will focus on your path my God and stop the madness of the vicious circle of insecurity!
The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives. ~ Psalm 37:23, NLT
Monday, December 5, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 5, 2011
Today is Monday, and what a crazy weekend. I relied on God so many times, and every time I tried to do it on my own, I would start to get overwhelmed. My X husband had a heartache on Friday night, I had to get the kids early and keep them with me, I also had to tell them about their Dad. A busy day at church volunteering in the kitchen to help cook the Christmas dinner. I worked in the kitchen from 3-7. Then home to crash. But sleep would not come. Welcome another day, Sunday......grocery shopping ends in an injury to Merry's ankle when the shopping cart rolled into her foot. 4 hours in the emergency room. No break, just a sprain. Onto Monday - I have to drive her to school and I will be late for work. Life is good.
When we look through the lens of love, we will see what God wants us to see.
Open our eyes, dear God, to see as you see. Amen.
Open our eyes, dear God, to see as you see. Amen.
I will be joyous today, I will look forward to every minute, I will thank God for all my blessings.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
The Next Chapter - December 3, 2011
Wow - I am happy, sad, elated and tired.
First things first. I am writing for myself, and will post as an public blog. I am a divorced christian mother of 2 young children. I was unemployed for 18 months, I just started a job. I am working on my BS degree in business online, and I am praying for a lasting relationship.
Why The Next Chapter...... because in life, we make decisions. Every day. Some are brainless like how do you want your eggs for breakfast, some are thought provoking, like do I tell my kids that their Dad had a heartache and how. I often wonder how I get through each day. But each day leads to the next, each experience leads to another, and every time a chapter ends, a new one starts. So I pray.............
Sometimes, easier said than done. I have a relationship with God, and I pray everyday. Sometimes I feel strong, and other times weak. At the strong times he tests me, which end up being weak times, when I fail. Time and time again I fail to meet his standard. Time and time again I give it to him to help me carry, and time and time again he carries me and my troubles. My God is an awesome God.
I will post scripture in my blog, and I will sometimes use it for encouragement, other times to remind myself who is in control......
Light shines on the godly, and joy on those whose hearts are right. Psalm 97:11 NLT
First things first. I am writing for myself, and will post as an public blog. I am a divorced christian mother of 2 young children. I was unemployed for 18 months, I just started a job. I am working on my BS degree in business online, and I am praying for a lasting relationship.
Why The Next Chapter...... because in life, we make decisions. Every day. Some are brainless like how do you want your eggs for breakfast, some are thought provoking, like do I tell my kids that their Dad had a heartache and how. I often wonder how I get through each day. But each day leads to the next, each experience leads to another, and every time a chapter ends, a new one starts. So I pray.............
Sometimes, easier said than done. I have a relationship with God, and I pray everyday. Sometimes I feel strong, and other times weak. At the strong times he tests me, which end up being weak times, when I fail. Time and time again I fail to meet his standard. Time and time again I give it to him to help me carry, and time and time again he carries me and my troubles. My God is an awesome God.
I will post scripture in my blog, and I will sometimes use it for encouragement, other times to remind myself who is in control......
Light shines on the godly, and joy on those whose hearts are right. Psalm 97:11 NLT
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